Sabrina Seoul
"A New Beginning"
~ PART 3 ~
By Rodney Wayne Branche
Copa Style Magazine Publisher/Editor-in-Chief
Copa: How are you dealing with feedback from people?
Sabrina: I had to go through the the pain to be the catalyst to open the door to help others to start their healing. I succeeded in what I wished to accomplish. Women and men are hurt because they're living this life which is not real. When you have to wake up with someone every morning, you think they're this person you knew but the're really not. You're left totally confused, you experience anxiety, depression with all of these emotions. With this you have to deal with all the bullshit of COVID-19. You've been stuck in the house for 4 or 5 months. Friends and family are getting sick, you have to go outside and possibly come in contact with something that may end your life. It's so many more important things we need to be dealing with. You would think by this time this person (my 'X') would have taken time to take account of himself figure out what he needs to change to see the bigger picture. I can honestly say I have. Maybe he has too. All I know, I can't trust him as far as I can throw him.
I don't know what's true because there have been so many lies that have been given to me and I can't believe anything. Now that I know the truth about many things, 80% to 90% of our relationship were based on lies. I actually feel that I was NEVER in a relationship. He asked me to be the one to marry him and I said yes! He was not the man who proposed to me that I ended up leaving and told him that it was over on June 26th of 2020. I appreciate all of the positive feedback and I welcome the negative feedback because a lot of people believe I shouldn't have done the things I did. But at the end of the day people are going to talk about you if you are doing good or bad regardless.
That's one thing I learned in my childhood years about being 'bullied,' it's so hard to become some people's friends. Some kids pulled my hair and threw things at me. It just didn't matter how nice I was to them, they still treated me the same way.
Many people base their opinions on a bunch of lies they might have heard. Obviously things that have been said about me weren't true. There has been a picture painted of me in a negative light. This is why I will speak my piece that is fact. So now they're able to hear my side and his and determine what the truth really is. I refuse to walk around and have people speak of me in that manner. Fuck that!!! I'm going to save my name, I know who I am! Just like with 'Black Lives Matter' we stand up for those poor souls that died. It's time to stand up for yourself!
I don't know what's true because there have been so many lies that have been given to me and I can't believe anything. Now that I know the truth about many things, 80% to 90% of our relationship were based on lies. I actually feel that I was NEVER in a relationship. He asked me to be the one to marry him and I said yes! He was not the man who proposed to me that I ended up leaving and told him that it was over on June 26th of 2020. I appreciate all of the positive feedback and I welcome the negative feedback because a lot of people believe I shouldn't have done the things I did. But at the end of the day people are going to talk about you if you are doing good or bad regardless.
That's one thing I learned in my childhood years about being 'bullied,' it's so hard to become some people's friends. Some kids pulled my hair and threw things at me. It just didn't matter how nice I was to them, they still treated me the same way.
Many people base their opinions on a bunch of lies they might have heard. Obviously things that have been said about me weren't true. There has been a picture painted of me in a negative light. This is why I will speak my piece that is fact. So now they're able to hear my side and his and determine what the truth really is. I refuse to walk around and have people speak of me in that manner. Fuck that!!! I'm going to save my name, I know who I am! Just like with 'Black Lives Matter' we stand up for those poor souls that died. It's time to stand up for yourself!
Stay tuned for PART 4 THIS WEEKEND!!!
"A New Beginning"
"A New Beginning"
