Sabrina Seoul
~ Part 1~
By Rodney Wayne Branche
Copa Style Magazine's Publisher/Editor-in-Chief
Copa: Welcome back to Copa Style Magazine Sabrina. A lot has happened in the last 72 hours. Please share some of the details about it.
Sabrina: Oh God, I feel a lot of emotions right now to be honest with you. I can say right now considering all of the things I've been going through over the past 7 months. It's hard to keep a smile on your face in public, social media, or while speaking with friends thinking everything is okay but it's not okay. I know right now at this very moment I feel peace, FINALLY. It took a long time coming. I prayed to God about it months ago. I said that anything that shouldn't be in my life, please remove it. Show me the signs, reveal to me the truth. That's what he did over time, it's a process in lessons I needed to learn. One thing about me, I don't want to keep making the same mistakes. Every relationship, every job I ever had or experienced. I want to absorb and learn from each of them, and that's what I did. A lot happened in past relationships I was in. It sounds kind of weird but everything feels sort of rewarding. I feel as if I've passed my test, I've fulfilled my assignment and that's pretty much how I feel about it. I'm hurt yes, I'm devastated, and frustrated. Placed in a situation or relationship where I thought it was one thing but turned out to be another. Everything turned out to be based on lies. When I look back in makes me question if this person was actually real. Was the relationship just a figment of my imagination.
Sabrina: Oh God, I feel a lot of emotions right now to be honest with you. I can say right now considering all of the things I've been going through over the past 7 months. It's hard to keep a smile on your face in public, social media, or while speaking with friends thinking everything is okay but it's not okay. I know right now at this very moment I feel peace, FINALLY. It took a long time coming. I prayed to God about it months ago. I said that anything that shouldn't be in my life, please remove it. Show me the signs, reveal to me the truth. That's what he did over time, it's a process in lessons I needed to learn. One thing about me, I don't want to keep making the same mistakes. Every relationship, every job I ever had or experienced. I want to absorb and learn from each of them, and that's what I did. A lot happened in past relationships I was in. It sounds kind of weird but everything feels sort of rewarding. I feel as if I've passed my test, I've fulfilled my assignment and that's pretty much how I feel about it. I'm hurt yes, I'm devastated, and frustrated. Placed in a situation or relationship where I thought it was one thing but turned out to be another. Everything turned out to be based on lies. When I look back in makes me question if this person was actually real. Was the relationship just a figment of my imagination.
Copa: We understand that you've experienced a lot. Please share on how this has left you feeling?
Sabrina: I feel free from the fake life that I was living with him. It's crazy when you realize that practically everyone around you knows the truth but you. That's the most disheartening personal thing to experience. It hurts, it makes you question all of people who have been around you. EVERYONE of your experiences, and there were a lot of people who didn't know. I'm just at a point in my life where I just want to move on. One thing about me is that prior to this relationship I was a happy person. I had written a book entitled "See No Evil," based on a situation I was in
at the time. From that experience, I grew into a wonderful human being by becoming an author behind it. I'm just going to continue to receive my blessings. There must have been a reason why I've gone through these experiences, and possibly there may have been a reason why he has experienced the things that he had to go through as well. You can't continue doing the same thing expecting the same results.
Sabrina: I feel free from the fake life that I was living with him. It's crazy when you realize that practically everyone around you knows the truth but you. That's the most disheartening personal thing to experience. It hurts, it makes you question all of people who have been around you. EVERYONE of your experiences, and there were a lot of people who didn't know. I'm just at a point in my life where I just want to move on. One thing about me is that prior to this relationship I was a happy person. I had written a book entitled "See No Evil," based on a situation I was in
at the time. From that experience, I grew into a wonderful human being by becoming an author behind it. I'm just going to continue to receive my blessings. There must have been a reason why I've gone through these experiences, and possibly there may have been a reason why he has experienced the things that he had to go through as well. You can't continue doing the same thing expecting the same results.
Please read our first interview with Sabrina in Copa Style Magazine in 2019 while waiting for PART 2
